Threesome

She hasnt seen him in a couple of days. They havent talked either. Last time she saw him, she sensed there was something wrong but didnt pay much attention to it. He kissed her and that was enough to make it all right.

It wasn't though. There was some distance, something in between. He seemed to have others things to do, unposponable. She felt he was struggling with something, like he wanted to stay but he couldn't because he already commited to someone else. He said he didn't want to be in the middle, that he would go home. She bought that, at first. Then, when other things came around she realized there was something else.

There is someone else. She knows. She can't explain how, she just does. It seems to her like he's confused, trying to figure out what to do, who to keep but its becoming a hard choice.

He loves them both but for very different reasons. He has a history with one of them, and a whole story to discover about the other one. He knows one, like the back of his hands but dies to get to the others bottom. One is stability, the other one caos. One will take care of him, the other one needs constant attention. One is success, the other his perdition.

She is the other one. She's the reason why he's reconsidering comming back with the first one. She made him realize the things he forgot about the first one: his one.

Its kinda sad-she thinks- and funnyhow I always end up fixing everyone's lifes on my expense.

She knows what she has to do. She is stepping off. She won't fight for it, specially when she knows the decision was already taken ahead: it was meant to be. Sadly for her, she didn't win.

Will there ever be anyone for me?-she wonders. A tear falls down her chick. She already knows the answer.

Iana
Monday
12:48 pm
April 4th, 2006