Day 1

Falling for people sucks!. She wrote this on a piece of paper at work, when she had nothing to do. Its been a horrible day. Unstandable.
She's been thinking all day and that's no good to her. Not now.
She's been reminiscing; the fun they had, the things she loved about him, the ones he loved about her. She's not so sure it was the best choice. She misses him. A lot. But she can't tell. Not him, not anyone.

She considers calling. But no, she can't. She hopes he does. He won't either. She hates the fact that she misses him a lot and she hates even more that he doesn't. There's so many questions. Why didn't he say something? She never liked to leave things unsaid but apparently that was the way to proceed in those cases.

She has to find something to do tonight. Watch a movie, go out. She can't stay home. She has to stop thinking. If she doesn't she might regreat what she did...
...and that's the worst thing that could happen...

Iana
Friday
7:30 pm
march 24, 2006